Sunday, June 25, 2006

Retreat to the Familiar

Am reading Gone with the Wind for the nth time. Its like getting back in touch with yourself...looking back at the linkages it had with your emotional evolution at that time...feeling the same rush of excitement you did when your first read it and hence realising that you are quite the same person!! I have been devouring it like a hungry animal, yet relishing each work, sometimes even re reading paras and lines that connect with me.

Also spending time with mum. Met L. Lovely weather for the past two days.

So...am out of it. Finally. This time the roller coaster was sharper, though shorter.

But I continue to be irritated. With the two selves within me that reside in conflict, sometimes with open war, sometimes with uneasy peace.

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