The prev blog, posted more than 10 days ago, ended with me wanting to know and like myself again.
How?
You need to be in peace with yourself. You need to have silence within and without. (thats why the word "holy" is associated with silence).
And that silence is obvously missing from my life. Daily chaos - a host of crap cluttering up the mind - thats what life is all about right now.
And under the garb of this madness n pace, the boat is slowly drfiting. I am afraid that the boat will drfit too far to be retrievable. I need to catch the boat before that happens. I need to find that peace, and in that peace, connect with myself again.
That was the purpose behind running off to Chennai on the weekend. Bad decision. Had fun, all right.....but no peace. In fact, another element got added to the cauldron - strong emotion.
Maybe I will go somewhere quiet by myself next weekend.
Easier said than done.