Drifting....shitty feeling....this is what my prev blogs were about.
I have no change to report, the feelings intensify with the added ingredient of a bit of confusion n regret thrown in.
First - it is a stranger (relatively...Vicky) who makes me realise the change in me...the automatic suppresion of feelings, the negation of involvement.
Second - it is a stranger (kpmg auditor) who makes me realise how less I think now.
Third - it is my best friend who makes me realise why this is so - why I have stopped thinking n feeling.
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