Having just sobbed my heart out, I wonder if this is a repeat of what happened 3 years ago or has life come round to where it started, a sort of cosmic joke on me.
All I know is that I have to make a way of living with this pain for some time until it ebbs into an occasional ache. I just have to keep reminding myself that this is temporary....when I have suffered much, much more and managed to survive well, this is ok, manageable. I think.
I guess part of it is just ambiguity.
Sigh. Cant even go out and enjoy a good meal or get drunk. Have to eat papaya, remain alert and go through this.
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