For several months, things have been pretty ok. Naturally there were things that irritated....frustrating moments....sometimes anger, sometimes confusion...but all part of normal life. At a fundamental level, things were ok for some time...and at the back of my mind, I knew that like bad times, good times dont last either.
Well, here comes the lower end of the ride. Anger at rating, irritation with boss, disenchantment with work, despair at house, lowness at the indefinite postponement of Anjan's move, worry at financials....all mix to make daily life quite, quite stressful. I have gone back to a time about 1-1.5 yrs ago...always high strung, easily irritable, a little self absorbed, prone to making errors.
Hopefully this self awareness and some practicality will lift me out of these times soon. More than that, am counting on Bobo to do so! As long as he remains ok of course...
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