and it's a happy new year

The end of another Sunday, this time a relatively relaxing one with mum...and ending with the predictable will n grace. I also have a new phone that I got pressured into buying by the collective nagging on friends n family over the past 2 years. ok, they just insisted on a new phone, i am the one who wanted a rs.10000 motorazor! a bad movie (15, park avenue) and a stunningly suprising bad conversation (with lord) thrown in. a lot of suspicions about self confirmed. apprehensions about my ability to do what i need to do rear their head. close ones seem to have disappeared. collectively, depression is settling in.